He cannot lie to himself he wants to “feed his veins” again.Ĭut the chain of lies I've been beating and beating and beating myself." "Cut the chain of lies, you've been feeding my veins" X7
I'm counting the days, and have nothing to say"īut he feels bad again he tries one more time to leave his addiction behind. "I feel ashamed, again and again, nothing to give, no one to blame, during the day (Cut the chain of lies you've been feeding my veins)īut he really wants to stop, his addiction is damaging him (Cut the chain of lies I've been beating and beating and beating myself) However he is struggling in his fight against his addiction: He really wants to continue, he feels like he can’t live without it. (I’ve got nothing to say to you) This line summarizes a lot of his feelings towards the addiction. His addiction hurts him, so he wants to stop it. He really wants to leave his addiction and have a normal life again (I hope I chill and stay the same) "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh I hope I can chill and stay the sameĬut the chain of lies you've been feeding my veinsĬut the chain of lies I've been beating and beating and beating myself.” (I'm counting the days and have nothing to say) However, he doubts about his addiction, and he tries to just leave it. In hope that his addiction could make him feel better (Waiting for you, to give me a sign) He approaches to his addiction addiction (I sit by your side) When he thinks no one is watching him (At night) (Nothing to give)Īnd he acknowledges that he is the only one responsible for it (and no-one to blame)īut who knows? Maybe it’s nothing. He feels like he isn’t doing well enough, maybe failing to his family, bad grades at school, etc. How the addiction becomes a part of them and the addicted has to struggle a lot if he/she wants to stop it. Song MeaningThis song describes addictions in general. > He thinks it's unfair to her, he feels bad about it, but he can't change it. > He can't make a decision: sometimes he thinks it's just easier to carry on, but then realizes he is unhappy with that. She is the one not letting him bleed out inside (she is taking care of the relationship) so he can't find a way to tell her. > No, he must stop telling lies to himself. You've been feeding my veins, I've got nothing to say to you. > He hopes that the bleed inside, the decaying of his feelings, can go away and he can start loving her again.Ĭut the chain of lies. I hope I can chill and stay the same, stop the bleed inside and feel again. >He is getting mad because of the situation I'm counting the days with nothing to say. > He doesn't have the courage to start a conversation, he needs a sign that she is thinking the same. > He is clearly unhappy, but during the day (when his mind is busy most of the time), he doesn't get too concerned.Īt night, I sit by your side waiting for you to give me a sign. General CommentIt's about wanting to but not ending the relationship with someone. They're gathering up their courage by reminding themselves they're a victim, and are getting angry in preparation for the coming confrontation. They've put together a plan and are going to act on it, and are hoping things will turn out alright. I've been beating myself (and beating and beating myself) The problem has gotten worse, but they're still hesitant to do anything, wondering if leaving will even make them feel better. "Ahhhhhhh I hope I can feel and see the change They've fully realized the problem, but are still not wanting to do anything, they're resigned to live in the less-than-ideal situation. They're realizing something's wrong but still trying to justify staying. The energy of the music itself seems to say that they're trying to make themselves angry, possibly to make the break easier. My InterpretationI think the song is about someone in a relationship with someone who hurts them, either physically or emotionally, and they're trying to gather up enough confidence to end it.